Arkiv för juni 30, 2009

No One Made Me Do This

No, I’ve cried myself to sleep for your sake too many times the past 6 months… Sure, I can exercise regularly and eat good food, but feeling this way will keep me unhealthy forever, IT’S NOT SANE, you shouldn’t worry so much about other people’s problems, especially not when they don’t even admit ‘em. But I care too fucking much to just leave you like this… I sure don’t understand the background to your issues, and I won’t force you to tell me anything… I’ll just be there for you, even when you do wrong… I’ll just be there for you all along… ‘cuz… you were friggin’ there for me all through the heavy shit I faced. I owe you this one mate, and you know it. Don’t try to be a lone soldier, you’ve got loads of people who love you and we’ll fight this one with you, you know. And you’ll make it, you deserve so much better than this… I know what you need, but I’ll give you time to realise it yourself. Goodnight hun, take care and remember that even though sometimes your words are nothing but bull, mine aren’t – if you die on me now, I’ll never forgive myself… this is something I just gotta do. 

Och för att citera Nina Persson: ”I like the sweet life and the silence, but it’s the storm that I believe in”.

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Orange

In my shoes, just to see, what it’s like to be me
I’ll be you, let’s trade shoes, just to see what it’d be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each others minds
Just to see, what we find, look at shit through each others eyes
But don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

So why don’t you sit down, listen to the tale I’m about to tell, hell
We don’t gotta trade our shoes, and you ain’t gotta walk no thousand miles

Vi förfaller. What used to be first prize is a total blank nowadays, but I’d still pay anything for such a lottery ticket, and that’s when you know what you have to give is unconditional. Jag bryr mig inte, det spelar ingen roll… this is how it is, and I wouldn’t wish for it to be any other way. What’s best is not always what makes you best.


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