No, I’ve cried myself to sleep for your sake too many times the past 6 months… Sure, I can exercise regularly and eat good food, but feeling this way will keep me unhealthy forever, IT’S NOT SANE, you shouldn’t worry so much about other people’s problems, especially not when they don’t even admit ‘em. But I care too fucking much to just leave you like this… I sure don’t understand the background to your issues, and I won’t force you to tell me anything… I’ll just be there for you, even when you do wrong… I’ll just be there for you all along… ‘cuz… you were friggin’ there for me all through the heavy shit I faced. I owe you this one mate, and you know it. Don’t try to be a lone soldier, you’ve got loads of people who love you and we’ll fight this one with you, you know. And you’ll make it, you deserve so much better than this… I know what you need, but I’ll give you time to realise it yourself. Goodnight hun, take care and remember that even though sometimes your words are nothing but bull, mine aren’t – if you die on me now, I’ll never forgive myself… this is something I just gotta do.
Och för att citera Nina Persson: ”I like the sweet life and the silence, but it’s the storm that I believe in”.
